So my mum has some kind of cancer. It’s not clear yet what type it is, and how bad, but yep. She has cancer. I’m just going to curl up in a ball and break down. Later.
I was really waiting for a happy update from you and I'm so sorry that your mom is sick :( This is really stressful, but it's going to be alright. Best wishes for you, this is just a small phase, I am still waiting to hear happy news :)
Yeah, I wish I could write a happier update too, this is not what we expected.. Thank you dear, it means a lot to us <3
I love you and miss you a lot my Moonert!
you are so precious to me, and you know that! i’ve cried a lot of nights since we had said goodbye, but i’m sure we soon will be reunited for a while. i will never keep you out of my sight! i love you, dear nen. please stay strong! ♡
Missing my best friend so much right now.. <3
Hey guys! So sorry that i haven’t really been posting anything lately, but the past 2 weeks were incredibly busy and a rollercoaster of feelings..
My mum stayed here for a week, but unfortunately she got ill so we couldn’t really show her around and do everything that we had planned on doing, that’s also why I couldn’t vlog anything at all..
Peter and I are doing great, it’s so amazing finally being able to see and hug his every day. We went to Copenhagen on Tuesday to file in the papers needed for me EU residence. Why doing it now? Well, I would’ve done it earlier if I could, but me, being an EU citizen can only apply for EU residence while being in the country of destination.. So yeah :) Anyway, not everything about my paperwork was completed yet, so we made everything in order now and we’re going to finalize it tomorrow. Then it’ll just be a matter of time, hearing if it’ll be issued or denied. I have my hopes up high though, just keeping my fingers crossed for now.
I also got bad news this week.. Like I just mentioned, my mum got ill during her stay here. Well, she was already feeling a bit lousy before she came here, but she wanted to see everything here so badly, so she just went with us anyway, and knowing my mum, she’s a strong one and doesn’t give up that easily, but her legs started to give in, her back started hurting, her coordination got a little off, and she just felt really bad in general.. She got home on Friday and called the doctors in the hospital on Saturday, but they wanted her to call her own doctor, who would be available on Monday. So she went through the weekend in pain and called her doctor last Monday, he checked her, and immediately sent her to the hospital. They looked at her symptoms there and they hospitalized her, assuming the outcome of the tests wouldn’t be so bad and she could go home the day after.. Boy, were they wrong. The next day they did a bonemarrow punction, and an MRI, outcome of the MRI was fine, but the outcome of the bonemarrow punction was pretty bad.. They couldn’t do anything with it, so they sent her to one of the biggest specialized hospitals in The Netherlands by ambulance… There she heard that her red bloodcells weren’t looking the way they’re supposed to look, and they even thought that she might have some type of leukemia… Tomorrow they’ll start treatment, and I’ll hear more about it hopefully..
This is by far not what I hoped for when I moved away.. And I’m seriously debating about going back to the Netherlands for a while to support my mum and my younger sister..
So, we’re back in NL with the van!
I’m packing my last things for the last trip tomorrow, it’s weird putting all of my memories here into boxes.. It’s hitting me way harder than i thought. Happy to be closing the distance, but sad about having to leave my family and friends..
Should probably get back to packing now, so i’ll probably be posting this weekend!
Have a great day lovelies!
Almost driving to DK to pick up the van!!
Then driving back to NL tomorrow to get all of my stuff!